Mixtures of Elixirs

Insert [complacency] here.

The quest to contact and connect,

its tough.

With the mixtures of elixirs.

I can find distance and dissonance

in static sounds and smiles,

He says, 

“The only alienation is you,

alienating yourself.”

He means by what I feel, not what I do.

He asks,

“What’s holding you back?”

Insert [distraction] here.

I don’t have an answer, or direction,

utter to myself, “stupid shit.”

Its all just excuses and illusions.